In the past few days I have taken a step out of my shell. I have been spending about a month shut away at home or at my girlfriend's doing work. I met up with a few friends from Cardiff thay came down to Southampton. Then met Yam at Heath and walked back to his to spend a alcohol consuming night with his dad, girlfriend and brother. Was a really good night and it made me realize how good it felt to speak to someone with a positive vibe. I am specifically talking about Yam's dad.
Last night I had an erg to write a blog to all of my friends I don't see anymore. Being fluffy and deep hearted, my intention was to give a shout out to all the innocent optimistic friends I have. Instead of writing about it a woke up with a feeling of heartness (I am making up words now) to those who have inspired optimism to my life. An image that came to my mind was a photo a friend sent to me. I remember seeing this image in my dream for some reason.

This is my friend El! She is my hippi/chill friend. This is an example of a friend I miss.
I am working towards a goal that will bring me a peace of mind of freedom. I am committed to realize it so that is why I have been stuck in my shell. Thinking, planning, ploting and visualizing. In the while I want to see my friends again. The ones I have not seen for a while.
For the rest of the soppy people out there,
peace, love and faith. x